what do you want to be ? | Hindi

    Imagination is the highest kite one can fly.
                                                  - lauren bacall

kalpana vo patang he jo sabse oocha ud sakti he ..
                                                               - Lauren Bacall

                 kuch hafte pehle ki baad he ise jyada samay nahi beeta he , jab me bedroom me apne baccho me se ek ke kapde badal rahi thi tab meri 5 saal ki meri beti ,Alyssa, mere pas akar baith gayi .

"mommy, aap bade ho kar kya banna chahte ho , Alyssa ne pucha.

mujhe llaga vo koi imaginary khel kel rahi he , mene bhi uske sath khelne ka socha aur mene jawab dete hue kaha , Hmmm."me badi hokar mommy ban na chahungi." 

                " mommy ? aap vo nahi ban sakti kyu ki aap vo pehle se hi ho , aap badi hokar kya ban na chahti ho ??

                  "okey, me badi hokar pastor ban na chahungi , mene dusri baar jawab diya "

nahi," mommy aap pehle se hi ho ".

mujhe maaf karna honey ,"mene kaha." mujhe sach me nahi pata mujhe kya kehna chahiye "

                                                        Photo by Sai De Silva on Unsplash

                   "mommy, aap ko bas ye batana he jo aap ke dil me he ki aap bade hokar kya ban na chahte ho , aap kuch bhi ban sakte ho aap jo bhi chaho , vo kuch bhi ho sakta he !!"

                   akhir me mene socha ki turant responce nahi dena chahiye , kuch samay baad Alyssa ne har man li aur khelte hue bedroom se nikal gayi.

                 

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us 5 min ke anubhav ne mere andar meri antar aatma ko chhua ...mujhe chhua tha un palo ne kyu ki meri beti ki un yuva ankho me , me abhi bhi kuch bhi ban sakti hu is vishvas ko dekha tha , me abhi bhi ....jo chahti hu vo ban sakti hu ....meri age , mera present carrier , mere 5 bachhey, meri collage ki degree , meri masters degree: is se usy koi lena dena nahi tha ..uski yuva ankho me mera future khatam nahi hua tha . uski nazar me , me abhi bhi ek astronaut ya piano player ban sakti thi ..

                                 

                                                                   

yaha tak ki opera singer bhi .......

uski ankho me abhi bhi mujhe lekar bht se sapne the , vo sapne vo mene kabhi dekhe the , vo jinhe mene pichey chod diya tha .

meri beti ke sath hui us choti si batchit me sundarta yahi thi ki usne vo sawal bahut hi masumiyat aur uske saaf dil se pucha tha , aur me ye dave ke sath keh sakti hu ki yahi sawal apne nana nani aur  dada dadi se bhi kiya hoga ...

ye likha gaya he ," ME jo old women banungi vo is women se alag hogi ...jo ME is samay hu , is sentence me dusri ME ek nahi shuruaat he ....

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so is sawal ka aap kya jawab dengy !!!!1

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE ??